Sleepless Soberity
Matt has not called or messaged me for the last forty seven hours. I have not slept for the last thirty eight. I couldn't resist sending him a message asking "Are you back?", but it's been an hour and he hasn't replied. I am tired.
Is he back from Sepang? Did they enjoy themselves? Did he fuck her? Does he realize this is killing me? Does he care? How could he just disappear on me like that? Do I want to carry on destroying myself? Do I want to see him again?
Can it hurt anymore than it is hurting now? I need to take my mind off my mind. I need to numb myself.
Is he back from Sepang? Did they enjoy themselves? Did he fuck her? Does he realize this is killing me? Does he care? How could he just disappear on me like that? Do I want to carry on destroying myself? Do I want to see him again?
Can it hurt anymore than it is hurting now? I need to take my mind off my mind. I need to numb myself.
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I've been waiting now for 10 days to read what happened next.
My patience does have limits.
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