The Answer

I take the afternoon off to meet Matt today and he suggests that we meet me directly at Marina Square. I cannot help but think about how in the past, he would pick me up from home and he would come up to my place. It kills me, how he’s keeping a distance from me. Seeing Matt again makes me realize how much I love him. It’s beyond reason, all I want is for him to take me into his arms. But he remains aloof.

I ask him what's wrong, why things are so different now. He did not reply me. Instead, he asked me "Can we just be good friends? I don't know if we should still be together."

This cannot be happening. I bite my lip and try hard not to show my devastation. I give him a smile. "No, I think it'll be hard for me to be friends with you. You're not sure about it, I don't know what to do either, so let's just see how it goes ok?"

"Ok" he says. After coffee, he leaves to meet Wifey to view a flat (they're moving house). I meet my friends. Another drunken night.